Reflecting, I must say, that today I am not sad or angry about the events that went down with the Joker, and later almost repeated with Kfed, instead, I’m invigorated. You see, I have been angry and spent months depressed about how my love life has gone. But, the reality is, it ain’t over yet, and I know this — I truly believe this. There was a time when that wasn’t the case, but inside I have found that strength I have come so accustomed to hiding.
Yes, I still think about the Joker and Kfed more than I care to admit, but I will admit, I knew then, even in that discombobulated state that love left me in, that neither of them were right for me. Each of them, though, had good qualities that I saw, and take with me. Qualities that I carry with me.
Kfed and I tried to explain things in songs, so for today’s post, I’ll end with a little help from U2: “I have spoke with the tongue of angels, I have held the hand of a devil, it was warm in the night, I was cold as a stone. But I still haven’t found what I’m looking for.”